so darn headache....all cuz of a cheap idiot

hi guys...i am back again for another blog...haha....well, in this blog i am gonna tell u guys how headache am i with a few of my classmates....well, one of them is quite an idiot to us...his attitude so darn annoying that nobody wanna talk to him...tell u something, he even uses tactics such as helping someone to do his/her work just to make frens with them....OMG!!! what a cheap idiot...recently in my class DHT5..., we kinda have this issue....with that cheap guy...but actually its not very serious but its just that, the cheap guy made it look so serious...hahahaha....darn stupid...uhmm, lets talk about this guy first....he was previously a Cert student and was promoted to Diploma into the same class with me...(talk about luck) well, i heard alot of stuffs about his during his time in Cert and gosh u don wanna know, u can trust me on that...he was "boikot-ed" (dunno how to spelll =.=") during his year in Cert, and no one wanna talk to him....but a girl pity him and tries to be friends with him and end up they were together as bf n gf....that was when that guy had no friends....but once he came to Diploma, he get to know alot of new friends who actually don have any idea on how bad he was....when he get new frens, he dump his gf that was his only fren in Cert....he dumped her and get another new gf....gosh!!! makes him more cheap man....actually, that was only the first bad thing he made out my list of his bad doings....i dont think i have to time to write that all out...hahaha...but i will tell u some throughout my blog this time....wakakakakaka....in the last semester, i was in the same group as he is in an assignment....you see, he were suppose to design a restaurant proposal or something like that....then, we went out for meetings and for the last meeting it was kinda like a last minte double check to see any of the topics are not done yet....so, we divided into smaller groups to settle those stuffs....after a long n tiring time of doing all those topics...i finally done my part i was hungry that time, plus i haven take my lunch and bath yet...it was like lunch+dinner+supper i haven take...so i asked that cheap guy permission to let me go back home n bath n eat but, he kept giving me excuses and wanting me to stay to do his part of the assignments too...NVM!!!! i stayed for a little long and i helped the others to finish their jobs....another few hours passed and i am really hungry, i asked another time to go have my meal....this time he also dont allow...how ridiculious...but i insisted i am starving and i went home....i never went bec to help their assignments....then, after that very day, he "boikot" me....as if he was in the right and i was in the wrong....i know i promised to go bec and help but, hey, i asked twice and u never allow me to go...what is your problem??? right??? so, i don really care about him much....i am tired enough with my works n assignments so y should i care??? that time, he was very close to some of my other classmates and i was being "boikot" terribly until no one really wanna talk to me...but i don give a damn...haha....this semester, i guess, everyone took a really good look at how is his attitude and thank God....he is now the one being "boikot"....i am not trying to be mean or bad....its just that i feel, there is justice in my class now...as the phrase goes in the bible "The first shall be the last, and The last shall be the first"....but now, issues about him is giving me a headache....cuz, i was the first one to "boikot" him and he was the first one to "boikot" me....so now that everyone "boikot" him, they intend to find me ti ask about him..its like they wanna start a pact with me to go against him...i just tell them, that i am not "boikot-ing" him, i am just not too close to him bcuz of his attitude....thats all....then they asked why i rarely talk to him much and i just answer, if u are not close to someone, and u have no topics to talk to him, why should u waste your time talking to him....hahahaha..am i right??? oh well, there is lots more to talk about this cheap guy....i am kinda sleepy now...i will update my blog about this guy in future.....for now, GOOD NIGHT!!! thanks for reading my blogs....XD

HoLy CraP !!!! 3 bottles of Heineken??? o.O

Hello guys, i am back after a long time of not updating my blog...wakakakaka...lets start, yesterday was my classmates Ah Sam's burfday, so we decided to celebrate....at frist we thought of going to Ipoh for some fun as in lar....wakakakaka...but later on, we canceled cuz its kinda far n its kinda boring too...so we decided to go to 21st for the celebration....n gosh, we opened 4 buckets of Heineken lar!!! wow, thats like 20 bottles of beer....wakakaka....and as far as i know i don like these beers, i kinda drank 3 bottles of it and i still feel fine that i can even drive a car to WestLake....lol...well, its kinda fun to have such as occasion so tat all of us an relax abit....hahahaha....but the next day which was today, we are supposed to have HMO exam....wakakakakaka....damn funny cuz all of us haven start studying yet....=.= So, that was about Sam's burfday....but as usual, from every occasion or happening, i will surely recall back so that i can learn something from it...it seems like, i kinda don belong to their group...its like i am not use to going out with them although they did called me....i wonder why??? mayb its my own attitude of too high class????? i dunno....can someone tell me??? then, when i take my attitude to compare, i've seen that i really change alot...i thought coming to college might change me into a better person but it seems tat i couldnt manage to do so...in another words, i am getting from bad to worst....but, after yesterday, i decided to change bec...no no not change bec but to change for the better....cuz, if i go on acting like this, i might lose every fren o my list including the ones i know in Anson....there is another thing that is bugging my mind lately....u see, i have a fren back in Anson, n he's currently going out with some girl that seems to be his first love...well, u guys know lar, first love is like the most important love in your life....so, actually, i allow him to go dating but at the same time, i want him to study and be successful in his studies....but the longer he goes on with that girl, the worst he became...he usually do no spend money like hell, he usually goes to class, he usually pays attention in class and he usually wont lie to me or being cool to me but now all of that is gone.....he starts to do the opposite of wat he "usually" do....the worst is he's becoming into another person....he lies to me for so many times....he rather spends time with his GF even if i go bec Anson once a week adnd, he complains that i never respects her GF by smoking in front of her....Hey!!! when i am smoking, i do no blow any of the smokes to anyone i know or i don know...i don do that!!! it kinda pisses me off cuz, he don wanna tell me frankly and he wants to backstab me!!!! WTF!!! what is the total shit about this??? we afer supposed to be best frens and now becuz of a girl u wanna break that best fren bond with me???? this is a total nonsense n outrage!!!! but wad can i do??? advising him is useless....there is nothing i can do to get bec the old him.....mayb, MAYBE!!!, sometimes, best friend doesnt really mean anything to you if u are in love....mayb, its my fault of letting him date that girl, mayb!!! everything starts with a "MAYBE"....i need you guys out there to tell me wad can i do....thats all for my blog and thanks to those who posted some comments for me..i really appreciate it!!! hehe...Arigato Gozaimasu!!! XD ^^

another stupid day of my boring life...

well, today was yet another day that i skip HMO class and Accounts class...i don understand why but when i am in that class it makes me feel like i am a total idiot...it seems like everyone knows alot and knows what the lecturer is talking about but not me...i am just a useless student...mayb that is what makes me wanna skip those classes...besides that, i don feel that i belong to Hotel course...although i am more interested in Food Service but what are the use??? i am stil gonna go for account class...mayb i am just blind...i wonder if am i going to pass my diploma program...i didnt tell anyone this problem cuz it makes me look like a total idiot...a stupid idiot....i often get angry of myself...why am i so stupid??? why did i choose the stupid course??? why why why??? besides that, when i skip classes, i feel very guilty, very useless and very foolish....but i just cant stand the fact that i cant stand in the class....i need to get out from that class...sounds stupid right??? anyone of u who read this blog sure think so i bet ya....everyday, i struggle to understand what the lecturers teach but i cant...cuz, whenever i wanna revise back what they teach, my mind is empty...hollow...nothing is inside...i wasting my parents money n time sending me to study...i am going to make their investment towards me a failure and a loss.....loss of time, loss of energy and most important, loss of money....its not easy to face with all these facts....i really don want my parents to waste their money but what can i do???i rather just go n die...seriously, i thought of dying...but if i die, this will add insult to injury to my parents...not only they will blame me for all the wastage of money, but i don think they ever wants to acknowledge me as their son...all these thoughts are running through my mind each n every single day...it makes me so scared that i don dare to even face my parents when i am talking to them about my college life...its a totally stupid thing....i am just another useless garbage that is wasting everyone's effort...nonetheless, who i am to the world??? its not that i am a VIP or something??? mayb, i should run away from my life....disappear so that no one knows how worst i am...yeah it may worry my parents, but i guess after some time, it will be nothing serious right??? i dunno...i feel so stupid now...can anyone pls help me by posting some advice in the comment box??? i really need to noe...thanks...thats all for now i guess....tAtA

funny things happy coincidently...

today, is kinda a fun day for me....mayb its cuz i have less worries....just today lar...wakakakakaka.....at first, one of my classmates asked me about how i feel about his girlfriend....i mean, WHAT THE HECK???? he is asking me, how i feel about her girlfriend's looks.....and the funny part is, he only gave me 2 choices of answers.....1) is my gf's looks ok ok only???? 2) is my gf's looks damn ugly....oh gosh, how was i going to answer his questions when both the answers is negative one....i don wanna hurt his feeling or wad u see....ahahaha...wierd eh.....but however, i chose the first answer if u guys wanna know...lol.....after that, i had steamboat with my bunch of classmates....and one of me classmates is so damn idiot u know...lol...from the start of the steamboat, he was laughing n laughing n kept on laughing for non-stop...the funny part was, we was putting in some sausages into the steamboat....lol....and when its cook, this friend of mine took one and said " aiyer, why is my hot dog shorter than u guys one".....*speechless*...( hey hey, no negative thinking ar) hahaha.....right after the steamboat, we all planned to go to MacDonald for supper...so we drove up to Ipoh....and my bunch of classmates, each and everyone of them just called a cup of softdrink and thats it....lol... nothing else except a ice cream or so.....lol....we talked about how i got the name PCK ( Pek Cham Kai) means my leg's hair is less being a guy and my classmate Sam got the name (SMS, not short message system but Seh Moh Sam) means leg hair growing- Sam....zzzz...darn funny cuz his leg's hair is like totally a dark dark dark forest....wakakakakaka....then when we decided to shoot back home, one of me classmate's car had a problem with the keys and we like spend almost 30 minutes helping her to solve it....its like its lock and we cant open the door so we use the bonet n the alarms goes off and we search for the alarm button n we cant find it and we cant start the engine....hahahahahha.....damn clumsy eh??? lol....but at last we settled the problem and we shoot back home safely n thanks God for that....well, i realised something from here that is funny little things can really make u feel good and can ease u from the stress u having that time....i am kinda glad that those incidents happened today....it really helps me to calm down my mind....eventhough nobody knows wad my problems are....anyway, i am here tonight just to tell u guys this funny story...lol...well, i am off the bed now....good night guys and see ya next time....tAtA

not always good at handling goodbyes...

Hi hi...i am back for another blog...hahahaha...uhmm, in this blog, i am gonna share about me handling a few goodbyes in my life and recently one that is going to happen in a year time....u see, i suck at saying goodbyes to my friends...i don like to see them leave...its not easy for me....my first goodbye was with 2 teachers in my school...those two teachers were my favourite teacher...i know they are just having their practical in my school and i should not have gotten so close with them but somehow, God bring me to them n i kinda was attached to them...i spent most of my time with this two teachers but when its time for them to go back to where their came from, it was painful for me....as a matter of fact, i didnt slept for 2 whole nights....as life goes on, one of my church member came back from USA...before this, i am not that close to her....somehow, we talked on MSN and finally we get each other's phone number and we talk n talk n talk...we talk alot till she and i got attached to each other real close...at last i found that i fall in love with her...the thing is, i myself know that she is having a boyfriend in USA n she is going back to USA in another 3 months time but yet, i chose the stupid path by falling in love with her...oh gosh....i was in deep shit that time...its like, we are just friends but i cant take my eyes off of here not even just for a second....then, it was time she had to leave back to USA...so far, i didnt express my feelings towards her....something kept me from doing so and i am still seeking what is the thing that is hindering me from expressing me feelings on her....mayb i wasnt dare enought to face the fact that eventhough if our love bloom, it will never last long cuz i wasnt good enough for her...mayb thats why....lets carry on, long after my church member left back to USA, another farewell that i am going to face in a year time is already counting its time....it my beloved sis...well, she is the only sis i ever love and care for so much....it was just yesterday that she told me she is going to leave for UK next year...oh gosh, deep shit right now....from the time i got the message from her, i kept on thinking about what will happen to me in a year time...will i be able to handle this farewell??? and even if i say i can handle it, will my heart ever follow what my mouths says??? its hard to say....she is my one and only sis i had that i care so much...now that i know she is leaving soon, i am speechless....i wanted to avoid her but i cant...avoiding is a total waste of my time....i should do my best to spend time with her n be there for her all the time....no matter what the consequences is, she is still my sis....oh well, its not easy for me....i dont know how is it for her....i hate goodbyes but it is a part of life...when we met someone new, no doubt there will be a farewell someday later on....human are so realistic, they can just put aside the farewells and not think about it until it really happens....like the phrase goes, u dont know what u've got until its gone...am i right??? right now, i am so blank...my mind cant think right....i wonder what is on my sis mind??? but however it is, its still part of the circle of life....when we start, we will end it somehow....i am feeling such in a dilemma right now..can anyone of u plz, advice me on how to handle farewells???? i really need advice...alright then, this is my blog for now, and i'll see ya all next time....tata for now...nitezzz

mistakes mistakes mistakes...

Hi everyone, this is my first blog so i hope u guys can come n read here all the time...well, in this first blog, let me share with u all out there about my current life...u see, i am having a great time in college and i don feel any pressure studying here...but there is mistakes that i have done that may cause me life in college to just slip away from me....me first semester was great!!! new friends, new things to learn n lots more....then now its me second semester n boy, trouble came in like water flowing....first of all, i hate myself so much...i really do....i am waking up late after my classes and there is almost 2 subjects that i am going to be barred...everytime i go to bed, i will tell myself not to wake up late and even sometimes, i slap myself in order to remind myself....but things went the same...i still woke up late n never went to class....then there was my classmates...those bunch of shitty...even if i am their friends and i seriously trust them but still they don have the same way of treating on me...they all have their on fantasy world....who am i to them anyway? this is the question that is in their mind...if they don trust me then why bother to be me frens anyway right??? besides that, everytime there is a mistake i done, its full of craps coming out of their mouth...its like holy shit man...and when i done things that helps them, not even a thanks...i am fine with that but why must u all say out nonsense frap when i've done a mistake??? cant u guys tell me properly or something??? mayb they dont trust me thats all....wateva...the next is my role as a class representative...i didnt ask for this job and i do not want to have this post either....its a total mess up in me college life....nonetheless, it makes me a total idiot in class...doing mistakes is already a big prob to me n this post is giving me the headaches...i hate my second semester in college...how i wish i can change my class to other class or just change my course to my favourite course that is Food Service...there is a major mistake that i regret didnt do it in life much more earlier...its about this gal....u see guys, i fell in love with her recently and i decided to express me feelings to her but...it was too late....soon i found out she was going out with my own housemate....my own fren from hometown...WOW!!!! thats a shock....a shock that made me regret never telling her how i feel towards her much more earlier...i guess now its too late....too late to start a story between me n her....oh well, what can i do next??? uhmm,.... it about time for me to go to class....so i see u guys in the next blog...send me some comments willl ya guys??? thanks ya all!!! tata