do i have that chance...???

its kinda some time since i updated me blog eh....haha...well, this time, i wanna express my feelings...u see, i have been liking this girl for a long time...then, i decided to express to her about how i feel on her....but i was rejected by her cuz she claims that she already started dating someone...(*someone i knew*) well, i was kinda sad at first but i slowly learn to keep my feelings cuz i hope that eventually, she will know how much i feel for her....then, its was like a month plus i guess, i heard from her again...this time, she already broke up with his boyfriend....when i heard this, 2 feelings came into me...1) sad for her to break up, 2) happy cuz i really really wanna be with her....but it seems feeling no.2 was not a good feeling...its rather bad...if i do so, not only i will ruin my friendship but i also will lose my trust that everyone had on me....i might not even trust myself....but, in the end, i did express that i still have a strong feeling onto her but she didnt replied my message...i guess she is mad at me something...in my mind, i was thinking whether did i do the right thing...did i make the right decision...did i took the right path??????????? questions like this is still flying all around the inch of my head....and i still cant find thee answer....i hope she will answer me someday, cuz i really need to know...for now, my chances to be with her might be just 0% and it dont really annoy me cuz, i am willingly to wait for her even if it takes a very long time....mayb i don have the looks, the body shape of the safe feeling that i can give her....but one thing for sure that i surely will love her with my whole beating heart...i swear...and if the girl i am talking about is reading this text, i hope u understand that no matter what decision or answers u give me....i will always feel the same way on u...this is a promise i can surely confirm cuz there is no one else that would give me the same feeling that i felt when i was near u...thats all...

signing out,
-KD Wong-

Who Painted the MOON Black!?

Did you see the shiny moon
Turned into a black balloon?
Just as you walked away from me

Did you see how hard I've tried?
Not to show the pain inside
Just as you walked away from me

Who painted the moon black?
Just when you passed your love back
Who painted the moon black?
Oh won't you, won't you come back?

It must have been the darkest night
Not even a star in sight
Just as you walked away from me, now

Who painted the moon black?
Just when you passed your love back
Who painted the moon black?
Oh won't you, won't you come back?

Who painted the moon black?
Just when you passed your love back
Who painted the moon black?
Oh won't you, won't you come back?
Who painted the moon?

Da da da...

Did you see the shiny moon?
Turned into a black balloon
Just as you walked away from me

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Lgtod-et24

this is my feeling right now...*sigh*

SiGninG 0uT,
KD Wong

WORST PRACTICAL EVER!!!!

today was my practical in the restaurant and hell i was the worst day of my entire life....we started at 9.15 in the morning and things went well at first....but as time goes by, things got from bad to worst...i actually gave a briefing on my classmates how wad to do and how to do their jobs...but none of them followed as wad i told them to...except a few of course lar did a good job...firstly, we forget to make ice so we kinda stole from the kitchen...(LOL) then i forgotten to write the reservation book...oh gosh!!! (BIG MISTAKE)..as we start our service, firstly is the waitres and waitresses, walao eh... i told them not to group around in one place cuz, they will end up talking more that doing their job...but still, the gather around and chit chat nonstop... GOD!!! then, came the very suffering part that is the very very very annoying part... i know i am the Manager for the day but don lar small small things oso come find me....bills written wrongly, not paying attention to customers, alot lar....cant tell lar...no mood tell....then my classmates, they are as if living in their own world and they would not listen to wad i say....if i say nicely, they take it as a joke...if i talk louder, they will go emo and show those faces to me...making me damn annoyed and sick....all the jobs are real simple only is just that, they don wanna listen to instructions...i don give a damn lar....u all wanna go against me bcuz i commented u guys badly during briefing then so be it...i am just doing my job....if u guys are my friend surely u will respect me....even if u guys don wanna respect me as a Manager...pls try to respect me as one of ur classmates...ok?? thats i wad i wanted from u guys...i think i don have the mood to go on blogging le lar...incase u wanna know the story can comment to me...i will tel u guys...thats all...

signing out, 

KD WONG

Stuck In the Middle...DILEMMA

i don have any mood for introduction so i will just go straight to the point anyway...remember the last blog i wrote about some cheap idiot...well, the issue became kinda serious or more to complicated...well, i for once, don wanna have any problems in this issue cuz there is no ending to this situation ( my opinion)...so i rather stick my butt out of this...but now, my class have 2 different oppositions...Side A n Side B...the thing is, i am stuck in the middle and i dunno how the hell i got myself into this dilemma...both sides are ok to me....and both side has my best friends in it...its not that i don wanna help out them but they intend to go against each other in any sort of discussions or decisions...HELP!!! well, Thursday is my one of my classmate's 21st burfday and Side B planned to buy a "Golden Key" for him...well, i am not sure how much it cost but, it sure is expensive with the word "GOLDEN" in it...it may cost around 150 to 200++ i guess...so Side B asked me to announce this plan to the class...so i did cuz i was the so call "Class Rep" that is responsible for everything that happens in the class...when i announced it, Side A straightly disagree and they came to me to ask me alot of things which i would not wanna talk about...basiclly, everyone was asked to give RM10 each for the "Golden Key"...well, we are students and some of them cant really afford to lose that much money...besides that, they told me that the "Golden Key" should be presented to one by their parents and not their friends.....that is wad they said lar...i am not very interested in this fact...then, when it comes to collecting the money, there quite a few who dont really wanna give the RM10 cuz they cant really afford it...u see, Side B is calling me to collect the money an Side A cant afford that much...and then, they will go seeking me for complains and whatsoever....i am really tired of all this arguing and i am so confused why cant all this nonsense stop??? i wish i didnt have to be the Class Rep cuz, i am not that type of ppl who loves troubles and stuffs...i just wanna make friends and study thats all...why cant it be like that??? GoSh!!! however, i decided to stay away from all these troubles cuz both Side A and B has my closest friends in it and i don wanna lose either side of my friends....i am confused and really am tired...can someone help me??? can God open my mind and let me seek the knowledge to solve this problem??? HELP ME!!!!