where am i supposed to go right now???

in this blog, i suddenly wanna write something but i don really have a strong topic wor...lol...i oso dunno why...i am supposed to study for my FOOD exam paper later....but once i woke up, i just don feel like studying...i have this very weird feeling that, i am gonna be a no one in future...i was thinking where am i supposed to go right now??? what i mean is, which road i must take so that it will decide my future....i am totally blank out right now...i wonder, if studying really suits my life...i wanna study so that i can confirm a steady n firm future for myself but, in the other hand, i don feel like studying anymore...many things had happen since i came to college...some happy n some sickening...to be honest, one of the thing is LOVE...afterall, everyone need some love right??? haha...since i came to college, i fell in love twice already...well, both didnt went well as i was suppose....many ppl say this is not my time to love yet but if i don take the initiative to go looking for it, when will it come...am i right??? its not that i don wanna accept the fact but this is a theory...u don look, u don get....i dunno what the hell i am doing in my college life...another thing is, SMOKING....o gosh....actually i really wanna stop smoking n i tried to stop twice too...first time was like going through hell...sleep-wake up-sleep again-wake up again-sleep again....OMG...i was like i am always tired...second time i tried, i put in a purpose to stop smoking....it went successfully, cuz i stop for 5 days without feeling tired or whatsoever....it was like the feeling is so good....in the end, i smoked back cuz the purpose for me to stop smoking just vanished into thin air just like that....i think u all also can guess what my purpose is right? haha...of course not for health lar silly...hehe....anyway, i am gonna stop here cuz i gonna go study now, so see ya all in the next blog...hehe...tata...take care...

pEaC3-0Ut
KD Wong....

don need to face me anymore...*sigh*

hihi...i am back...today i am kinda moody...oklar, i tell u all...recently, i like this gal from my class...and we are hanging out alot and i find that i fell in love with her...so, i slowly slowly try to get close to her lor...but the things is i feel kinda akward when she is around and i think she feel so too...after for some while, she finally realise that i am trying to chase her...well, at first i thought she might give a good reaction cuz, i really am treating her very good (i thought so)....but, she tell another fren of mine about what she feels about me...she say that, its gonna be hard for her to face me cuz after all, we all are going to be in the same class in future....hahaha...nvm ba...it was this that made me moody...well, thats all ba...kakaka...see ya all next time...