where am i supposed to go right now???

in this blog, i suddenly wanna write something but i don really have a strong topic wor...lol...i oso dunno why...i am supposed to study for my FOOD exam paper later....but once i woke up, i just don feel like studying...i have this very weird feeling that, i am gonna be a no one in future...i was thinking where am i supposed to go right now??? what i mean is, which road i must take so that it will decide my future....i am totally blank out right now...i wonder, if studying really suits my life...i wanna study so that i can confirm a steady n firm future for myself but, in the other hand, i don feel like studying anymore...many things had happen since i came to college...some happy n some sickening...to be honest, one of the thing is LOVE...afterall, everyone need some love right??? haha...since i came to college, i fell in love twice already...well, both didnt went well as i was suppose....many ppl say this is not my time to love yet but if i don take the initiative to go looking for it, when will it come...am i right??? its not that i don wanna accept the fact but this is a theory...u don look, u don get....i dunno what the hell i am doing in my college life...another thing is, SMOKING....o gosh....actually i really wanna stop smoking n i tried to stop twice too...first time was like going through hell...sleep-wake up-sleep again-wake up again-sleep again....OMG...i was like i am always tired...second time i tried, i put in a purpose to stop smoking....it went successfully, cuz i stop for 5 days without feeling tired or whatsoever....it was like the feeling is so good....in the end, i smoked back cuz the purpose for me to stop smoking just vanished into thin air just like that....i think u all also can guess what my purpose is right? haha...of course not for health lar silly...hehe....anyway, i am gonna stop here cuz i gonna go study now, so see ya all in the next blog...hehe...tata...take care...

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KD Wong....