after a few days without one of the most important person in my life....i feel that i am no longer the same person anymore...i thought that i could go bec being the same old me but its not that way anymore...u see, after this year's Valentine's day, alot ppl are breaking up that includes me...and, it made me realise one thing, the ppl around us are no longer having the spirit to celebrate all these ocations anymore....these happenings mean nothing to them and they don put their heart into celebrating it anymore...i thought it was my fault for not being the same as the others but i feel tat, i am celebrating each and every happenings as i used to...but somehow, i wasnt me anymore...as confirm as i am, i am already another person....my first perception is, that i wasnt in the mood for love ever again cuz, i have been hurt so deeply this year and it was my own doings...second perception is, i already stop smoking and i feel so unusual but somehow, i still have to go on stop smoking cuz i already promised someone that i stop it...*someone important to me*....can anyone give me an answer what is happening to me?? in other words, i am becoming more coward...more n more n more afraid to do things anymore...WHY!? i need an answer so that i can find the truth and solve this...by doing so only i can be myself again....*that's what i hope so*....*sigh*
signing out,
-KD Wong-
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